Apr 18, 2007
|Shadowy path in front of me|
Despair... what is despair... its the feeling of your heart melting and dripping away
Remorse... what is remorse... its the feeling of beast waiting to realeased form your heart...
Sadness... what is sadness... its the feeling of a great emptiness within you... the feeling of despair and remorse added together and released at the same time... it that feeling I feel now...
These days happened the event that is going to be imprinted upon me for eternity...
Fighting... I hate fighting, but I go to go agitate and provoke the a 1.86+ giant with the weight of 90+kg... somemore a tracker... Heck... Sometimes I wonder what I am doing... I feel damn regretful after provoking him and agitaing him till he hit me hard... Sometimes I wonder why I do such stupid acts of provoking giants that tower over me to hit... And I always wonder why I lose control of myself after I lose my temper and beat anything into a pulp...
How I wish I had better control other myself... To prevent such incidents that I would eventually come to regret for life
Sadness engulf me...
Apr 9, 2007
|Bl00dy H3ll|
Haiz... Mahtematics test just passed... 27+/40... half more mark get A2.... Damn Sad... but test is quite tough... Quite a number of people failed... Nvm... Got makeup test on thursday... Better mug.
Today damn Zibei, Boyang consortium assembly sat beside me... then act stupid by aiming carefully at his palm before clapping. Looked like a retard, and still so smelly... Cannot stand the bloody stench. Not only that, then he go boast his 2.4 and swimming in front of me... Wth... His running also last in class and his swimming is so slow that I can beat him as I sleep in the water... Lol... went out if wayne and bohan... go there niao boyang... Lol...
Nvm... Niao boyang not fun1... Sianz... must mug... I damn despo this term... must get good msg before I get niao-ed again =p... Today realised how bloody poor I am... Noob-looking shoes... Noob-looking bag... Noob-looking socks....Noob-looking looks... wish I could have new stuff before I become a antique... Hmm, for example: a sling bag and nicer shoes that I get to choose... Mug Mug... getting more pessimistic... Gotta change
Apr 5, 2007
|Projects day... Pandaren powerpoint-presenter|
Today got projects day... stupid yanseng go sleep at 12:30am... Leave me to do until next morning. Result= I evolved into a Pandaren powerpoint-presenter, exclusive with black rings of pure pitch... Freaking tired... totally screwed... 1 of the judges asked us some very wierd question, and I go reply some crap answer... but i still think we did quite OK... OmG... Lost my waterbottle and 10 dollars today damn sad... Maths test just passed... Hope i get A2... Cus I this time got study one... Napha test, 5 components jus passed... got 20 points, need 1 more point for 2.4 for gold, but no worries, confirm got gold 1 cuz my 2.4 is OK... 10:47 wad... Pt must improve... Gonna starting pianging soon... later become a obese guy with 2.4 of 10:47 mins...
